My funk went away mid-week. When I come out of the bad days, I come out better than before I went into them. Maybe that's why it's called working through the grief. Not feeling so great tonight. The evenings are so long and this time of year dark so early. Wish I could sleep until January 4th.
I miss ya, Ron. It's been a long time.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Not so Good
The past few days have been filled with melancholy. I miss Ron so much and it hurts more than in the first month when I was still numb. I want the game to end but I know it's not time yet.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Not in the Mood
I was going to write because it's been a week. Now that I'm here, I'm not in the mood so I'll post Ember in the leaves. These were taken last month at Sacandaga Reservoir
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Tired...
I'm really tired today, mentally and physically. Picked Em up at her house yesterday morning, anticipating taking her to Soccer Tots. She was sick with a low-grade fever and minor cold symptoms so no soccer for her. She felt good, though, so I brought her down here, stopping at Panara's for bagels on the way, at her request. We went to Bryant's and got the mail before finally coming home.
We played outside a little but she was low energy which made it easy on me. There wasn't the usual motor mouth or running like crazy. Below is a picture of Em sitting in the new wheelbarrow. I pushed her all around the yard and driveway. She thought it was great!
Em was really an angel all day yesterday; took a 2-hour nap; went to bed with no problem.
Sooooooooo don't know why I'm wiped out. I just am and once the people who are coming at 1 PM to give me an idea on renovating the gun room leave, I'm going to get into comfy loungy-type pants and be a slug.
Estate matters are still cropping up. Probate Court requires so many records. Hell, if we didn't have a will, Probate wouldn't even be involved. I'd get everything and that's the end.
Word around here is that we're going to have a real bad winter, filled with snow and cold temps. Oh joy. I can see my savings dwindling at the thousand dollar a month heating bills. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the house sells before the winter of 2010-11?
We played outside a little but she was low energy which made it easy on me. There wasn't the usual motor mouth or running like crazy. Below is a picture of Em sitting in the new wheelbarrow. I pushed her all around the yard and driveway. She thought it was great!
Em was really an angel all day yesterday; took a 2-hour nap; went to bed with no problem.
Sooooooooo don't know why I'm wiped out. I just am and once the people who are coming at 1 PM to give me an idea on renovating the gun room leave, I'm going to get into comfy loungy-type pants and be a slug.
Estate matters are still cropping up. Probate Court requires so many records. Hell, if we didn't have a will, Probate wouldn't even be involved. I'd get everything and that's the end.
Word around here is that we're going to have a real bad winter, filled with snow and cold temps. Oh joy. I can see my savings dwindling at the thousand dollar a month heating bills. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the house sells before the winter of 2010-11?
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