Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I have felt great for a few weeks and am very grateful. My "over the worst of Ron's death" continues. I was missing Ron a lot last night when I went to bed. There was nobody with whom to pillow talk, but I talked to him anyway, cried some, got up and walked around the house and then went back to bed and slept very well.

Tony, Bri, Ember and Judy will be here Christmas about 1 PM. We'll have dinner right away and then spend time opening presents. I did not go overboard on Ember this year. I bought her a dollhouse with all the stuff, which is a high-priced item, and then just a few smaller things. I am so happy too that Tony, Bri and Em are planning on spending the night so I'll have them into the evening and Sunday morning. Yeah!!

And New Year's.... I've never been a fan of New Year's Eve but it was nice sitting around trying not to fall asleep with Ron. Actually, I did stay awake until midnight, usually in bed, while Ron slept. New Year's can make me melancholy though. I'll be glad when it is January 2. I've got a good feeling about 2011.

I love you, Ronald. If you have any influence in this world, please help with the sale of the house.