It seems like months since Ron died, and it's only a month tomorrow. I'm glad I do lists of things to do and keep them, even when everything is crossed off, because I refer to them on the days I feel nothing has been accomplished to affirm that I have accomplished a lot. The to-do lists grow and grow, though. Every day brings new issues to address, some of which are causing me to lose sleep.
Today, though, is Sunday, and the issues to address are business related and can't be attended to today. Sooooo I will clean! I'll finish cleaning the bedroom Tony is going to use and make up the bed. Tony will have to take apart the crib that Em still insists she sleep in, though she's way too big for it. Not quite sure where Em will sleep now but we'll figure it out. Maybe I'll buy an air mattress to put in my bedroom for her. Maybe I'll get Ron's gun room totally cleared and painted and make that into a bedroom for Ember. Ha... that will take weeks to do.
Ron's toothbrush got tossed Friday evening. I'd been thinking about it for a week and took the plunge. Throwing out something as simple as a toothbrush is a big step. He's not coming back, dammit.
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